Thursday, December 17, 2009

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I wish December won't ever end.
Heh. I couldn't sleep last night because I was thinking about lots of stuffs.


2010 January.

I've to start worrying about 'O' Level Results.
I've to start worrying about where to go...
I don't want to go anywhere, honestly speaking.

I'll be content just rotting somewhere, lol.

Temasek Junior College or Victoria Junior College?
VJC is definitely better, but it looks like a troublesome place to be. Unfortunately, it isn't exactly in my interest to be in a school with nothing except elites.
Hell, I definitely won't be able to keep up if I continued a lax lifestyle the way I did so far...
And mugging my ass off for studies is something... I hate doing. Detest. Abhor. Whatever.

Besides, VJC seems to be very... er, hyperactive, with lots of activities and stuff.
That's a big no no for a hermit like me.

And I'll be alone. But I've always been anyway, so that doesn't matter so much.


TJC... well... it's a little more difficult to travel there (I don't even know how) and it's not a bad school at all. At the very least, I won't be forced to mix amongst countless elites...

I can also consider poly... but for someone who can't do no shit except theory stuff... I'll probably flunk everything in poly. -_-

And January... it's the end of 2009 and... ah. =/


2010 February

JC term starts. Which is basically shit.


2011
A levels. Assfuck.
Oh, and I'm apparently 18 once 2011 reaches.

Which means... National Service.
That's like getting raped in the face and the ass and the nose and the ears and the dic-... ah shit.

I'm already resigned to the fate that I'll either go through hell in NS or basically, die halfway through. Maybe I'll die on my first day. Won't take halfway.
But hey, that calls for celebrations.


2012
APOCALYPSE D=
Okay just kidding. But whatever. I'm lazy to think all the way there for now.



So far, I've not done ANYTHING productive during the holidays. All I've done was... maple. lol.
Not that I'm addicted or anything, though.

Actually, I want to rant about life. But it's gonna sound too cynical or emo. Haha, better not. Shit, maple's down for some unknown reason. Damn. Lol.


Oh yeah. The 'project' I mentioned in my previous post is gonna suffer a very long delay.
1. I'm lazy.
2. I need to make a lot of major edits.
3. I'm lazy.
4. I'm lazy.
5. I'm lazy.

Actually, the main reason is 1, 3, 4, 5. The edits can be done within an hour or two. =x


And there, since I was forced to, by popular demand, a profile.

kthxbye.



Oh, and, Affections Touching Across Time.

Labels: Life, Music

{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
12:03 PM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

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Project 1.0.

Project type: A short long story of fiction.
Confirmed Title: "To Hell, And Back For You"
Genres: Romance, Adventure, and a hidden genre that ought not be divulged yet.
Themes: Go figure. There are quite a few.
Status: Too lazy to research so I'm just writing my crap.
Tagline: "HAHA YOU'RE SCREWED."
Inspired By: Boredom and some other things not worth noting.

Just kidding about the tagline.
"For you, I will wait. For me, you will return." was my previous tagline but I seriously think it sucks. So I'm gonna heck thinking of one.

It's my first attempt at non-fantasy. But I really do prefer writing fantasy because it gives me more room for imagination and freedom. Like, in fantasy, my main character can get BOOM POOM LOOM DOOM PAM and still be alive. I can't do that in non-fantasy.

Anyway... I'm already almost finished with chapter 2.
I will unveil the prologue and the first chapter some time this week.
Maybe tomorrow. Maybe tuesday. Maybe wednesday. Maybe never.
Depends.

This won't be a long project anyway. I'm certain it'll only be about 10~15 chapters.
Since this is the first major project I'm embarking on, I hope to do it as well as I can, but I suck.
So... whatever.

Writing is just a distraction to me now. A necessary distraction.

Labels: Literature

{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
7:25 PM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

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As you may or may not have noticed(probably not actually, I think this blog is a cemetery... hi ghosts), I've added labels to my recent posts.

I'm trying to organise my blog, actually. I usually blog about the same old stuff anyway.
Like, when I change songs, I'd post lyrics.

Or when I go ZOMG NARUTO HAX, I'd write about Naruto. Notice I have two labels for this, Anime and Naruto. Well, it's to distinguish Naruto from the other animes/mangas I may blog about, because I'm fairly certain I'll bullshit more about Naruto compared to others.

And then there's the boring things of life I occasionally post about which is labelled 'Life'. Well, I'm trying to cut down on this... somehow. Since it's probably emoshit.

I'm aiming to post more productive shit things worth posting about.

I even wanted to dig through all my old posts to apply labels for easy reference and stuff but I'm too lazy.
Like, the music related posts shall be labelled music.
And then poems and other writings can be labelled Literature...

And I'm aware that most posts will probably be Life. -_-

Anyway, I'm too lazy to and most of my posts have a mix of stuff.

Like, at first I emoshitted.
And then I lol'd at anime stuff.

Or at first I emoshitted.
And then I wrote a lolnubshit-poem.

Confusing. So to hell with my older posts. Not like any of those crap are worth me referencing to.

Oh, and when I talk of making changes to my blog such as this post... I shall label it as... er...
I wanted to use 'Blog Politics' but it sounds dumb and I wanna be more lulz. So see for yourself. It doesn't make sense but I don't ever make sense anyway.


Oh. And I freaking NEED and WANT a new blogskin. Tired of this one. But I can't friggin find something I like.
And I can't friggin make one because I'm lolololnubdogshitz0rx in photoshop and HTML codes(basically it's like asking me to recite tamil language).

I need something that's either black or white. Grey(such as this blogskin) doesn't cut it because I can't type invisible ink properly. Black is best(HAHA ALLITERATION!)

If only I can make one. Dammit I suck at this too.


I haven't written poetry/prose/stories/literature/shithappensandhenceimmawriteastory/fuxitzwordporn for a long time so I don't have those labels yet.
I know I said in one of those dead posts some time back that I'm completely giving up on writing.

but... nah. I somehow regained a bit(just a little bit that hopefully won't run away the moment after I write this post) of motivation to write.

I can't improve if I don't find out why the heck my shit sucks so much. So I'll write more shit and see if I can turn shit into poo scrap metal by getting some comments/opinions/criticisms/HAHAYOUSUCK/NUBCAKE/A-3-year-old-writes-better. Then again, I'll probably have to find another platform other than this one because there's hardly any use asking ghosts.

I think I'm a little insane at the time of writing this post.
So pardon the language and weird expressions.

But itz fun to go crazy once in a while. At least it has some effect telling my head to stop running.

kthxbye

Labels: Bloggie Woggie Moggie Doggie

{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
5:25 PM

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'Will you love and bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...?'
'I do.'

How does 'I do' answer 'will you'?



I think I ate too much or something. My stomach is going @@@ even now.



Traffic jam there was horrible. Took almost one hour to reach by taxi.




kthxbye.

Labels: Life

{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
8:31 AM

Friday, December 11, 2009

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I've to attend a wedding dinner tonight.
Gosh. My head is somewhat clouded right now.

As an attempt to distract myself from boredom and stuff, I shall write about Naruto - my five favourite characters!



5. Minato Namikaze

Also known as: Yondaime(4th) Hokage, Konoha's Yellow Flash

Actually, I couldn't find anyone to put here so I decided to put this guy. From the little that has been seen of him, he appeared not only to be a nice and friendly guy, but also a redoubtable foe on the battlefield at the same time.

After all, he's often regarded as the strongest Hokage so far and in fact, enemies were instructed to flee if they faced him during the Third Great Ninja War or something.
His abilities are not fully known apart from him having great mastery of teleportation, so-called, enabling him to wipe out a whole troop of enemies within one second.
This earned him the title of Konoha's Yellow Flash, with his yellow hair.

He was also the one who developed the Rasengan, and he's Naruto's father.

He is already deceased at the start of the series as he died using the Shiki Fuujin(Death God Seal) to seal the Kyuubi within his son, Naruto.
Minato Namikaze also shows great respect for his sensei, Jiraiya.

I think he's the best-looking character in Naruto, honestly. Couple that with strength and friendliness, I guess he deserves fifth place more than the other characters that I considered.

4. Pain

Also known as: The Six Paths of Pain, Nagato, Acting leader of Akatsuki

Okay, you're probably wondering why I'll like one of the antagonists in the series. But seriously, this guy is one of the best villains in the series if you ask me.

He speaks and acts on his own justice, to bring peace to the world, although his actions are rather unorthodox. He aims to bring about massive destruction, to instil pain in all of the world so that they would fear war, and as a result of that pain, and fear, they would stop war.

Nagato used to be one of Jiraiya's pupils, long ago during the Third Great Ninja War, and he was one of the war orphans along with two companions, Konan and Yahiko. Possessing the legendary Rinnegan, Nagato has mastery over all the five elements, although it wasn't quite shown in the series.

It's quite sad that war had made him become so twisted. Initially, all he wanted was to 'protect those two',

He's extremely strong, fighting using six separate bodies, so much so that even one of the legendary Sannin, Jiraiya, could not defeat him. Each of his six bodies possess their own unique powers and the six all complement so perfectly that his foes are rendered helpless.

The way he goes about his justice and his logic... I quite liked it.

"Those who do not understand true pain can never understand true peace."

He also said that it is impossible for there to be understanding in the world. Which... is essentially true anyway.
Ultimately though, despite how powerful he is, Naruto defeats him after attaining Sage Mode, and proceeds to his 7th body, his real body - Nagato.

No fighting truly occurs at this stage as Naruto talks to him and ultimately convinces him to believe in Naruto and Jiraiya, that peace can be brought to the world.
Pain sacrifices himself to revive the casualties of Konoha.

"I will believe in you, Naruto."

Naruto is pretty awesome, huh? Defeating Pain and actually convincing Pain, who has basically been completely twisted.

I liked Pain's final words most out of his quotes.

"War brings death and wounds and pain to both sides... There's nothing harder to accept than the deaths of those you love. So you try to believe they would never die. Especially those who do not know war, such as your generation."

"You try to find meaning in death, but there's only pain and hatred that you don't know what to do with... Dying like trash... neverending hatred... pain that never heals... that is war."

I don't know, but I saw so much realism in those words. Lol.
If Naruto managed to convince even Pain, don't you think he deserves a place in my ranking? Of course!

3. Uzumaki Naruto

Also known as: The Kyuubi's Jinchuuriki, The retarded dropout

Actually, in season 1, I didn't like him at all even though he was the series' main character.

I mean like, what's there to like about some retarded idiot who knows nothing except Kage Bunshin and rushing head-on, and repeating the same old stuff over and over again?


Though I liked his use of the Kyuubi, nonetheless. His battle with Sasuke, for example, was one of my favourite fights in season 1.


In the whole series, I frankly think that Naruto's development as a character over time is most praiseworthy. From a dropout in season 1, he slowly matures and grows to become stronger, instead of the same old SEXY NO JUTSU! lol.


At the start of Shippuden, he's strong albeit still retarded. But as Shippuden progresses, Naruto becomes more and more of a character I like a lot.

Heck, he masters the Fuuton Rasenshuriken and pwns Kakuzu, one of the strong members in Akatsuki! =O

That's not it. He also learns to use his brains in battle, planning strategically and making apt use of the Kage Bunshin(Shadow Clone) to devise battle tactics.


He's a very determined character, sometimes to the extent of obstinance.


One more thing about Naruto is the Kyuubi.

I'm quite the sucker for uberness, liek, characters going RAAAAAAAAAAWWWWRRRRRR, =X

So yeah, I quite like it when Naruto taps into the Kyuubi's chakra, though not that much when he loses control cause he's just gonna go crazy without using much brains.


Even at that point though, I didn't like him so much.

It was after Jiraiya's death, when Naruto trained and mastered Sennin Modo(Sage Mode), and fought Pain.

That's when I kinda admired Naruto as a character.
At that point, he had become very strong, probably surpassing Jiraiya and Kakashi.

Jiraiya had taken down three of Pain's bodies, and another one later on. Total of four.
Kakashi took down two.


And how many did Naruto take down? All six. God dammit, ALL SIX BY HIMSELF! D=

Really, I was impressed by that fight. It wasn't an easy battle as Naruto even slipped into the six-tail and eight-tail transformation when fighting Pain - he IS the leader of Akatsuki, mind you.


Besides, he has some way that makes people want to follow him. That was said by Shikamaru. And this applied even to Nagato...

I mean, really.


If I were Naruto, I won't bother talking. I'd go ahead and screw him up and make sure he dies a horrible death for all that he had done - destroying Konoha, killing his sensei, Jiraiya.

Despite that hatred, he still talked to Nagato and tried to understand him.


Liek, wow.
Anyway, on to the next one.



2. Hatake Kakashi


Also known as: Sharingan Kakashi, Copy Ninja


Well, he's been one of my favourite characters from Naruto since season 1.
Mainly because he's pretty cool and amongst all characters, I like his fighting style the most. He even acts as comic relief in the series! Serious when he needs to be, but funny when he wants to be. Awesome guy!

"I'm Kakashi Hatake. Things I like and things I hate...I don't feel like telling you that. My dreams for the future...never really thought about it. As for my hobbies...I have lots of hobbies."

He is not only adept at a good number of elements, but he also possesses great skill in taijutsu. As if being strong is not good enough, he is also a user of ninja dogs, which makes him a skillful tracker as well.

Usually, users of the Sharingan feel cheap, but on Kakashi, I don't get that feeling. It's like, simply Kakashi.

The way he uses the Sharingan and stuff. Moreover, he's regarded to be a genius ninja, and even stands in as Hokage as the manga is at the moment.

Kakashi is also one who has a sad childhood, but he somehow or rather overcame it.

"In the ninja world, those who break the rules are scum, that's true, but those who abandon their friends are worse than scum."

"The next generation will always surpass the previous one. It's one of the never-ending cycles in life."

He's one of the most popular characters in the series, not just for me, so yeah. He's one guy I like much more than most other characters, but... the next one, also the one in first place... is one guy I like more than any characters even in other mangas/animes.
Yes, you could call him my favourite character of all favourite characters...

1. Jiraiya

Also known as: Gama Sennin(Toad Sage), Densetsu no Sannin(Legendary Sannin), Ero Sennin(Perverted Sage)

As much as Naruto's development is most impressive, I'll have to say that Jiraiya is the most well-thought character, to me at least.
There's no other character like him - even Kakashi pales in comparison.

Jiraiya is good comic relief, he's much stronger even than Kakashi and he's not as shallow as he seems.

I'll speak about comic relief first.
Well, he IS known as the ero sennin after all, and he loves to do "research" by peeking at girls bathing... (uh yeah...) and he totally gets owned when Naruto uses his Sexy no Jutsu! =X
He writes ero books - Icha Icha Paradise - which are VERY VERY welcomed by Kakashi(go figure, he's a pervy too =X).

He even developed a jutsu that allows him to peek at girls without getting caught, although the technique fails against Tsunade.

Jiraiya is also Naruto's teacher, and he's pretty much responsible for how strong Naruto becomes. He's the one who teaches Naruto Rasengan, and the summoning jutsu for frogs too.
If not for him, Naruto won't have been able to become this strong.

He wasn't the most prominent figure around, but hell!

Kisame and Itachi in season 1, avoided a battle with him because they feared that it would end up in a stalemate.
What the hell! Itachi and Kisame are both extremely powerful ninjas of Akatsuki, and yet the both of them together didn't dare to get into an all-out battle with Jiraiya.

Even Pain claims that Jiraiya would have defeated him if he had knew about his secret when battling him.

And I really think he's freaking cool.
He chose to go alone to seek out Akatsuki's leader, even joking about it with Tsunade before he left.

Admittedly, even with Sage Mode, he wasn't able to do much against Pain.
He defeated three bodies, but Pain resurrected with 6 and through a surprise attack, blasted one of his hands off.
Despite that, he still used one of his tricks to down one body and analyze Pain carefully.
The two frog sages he summoned told him to retreat because there was (obviously) no chance he'd defeat Pain with an arm gone.

But he insisted.
He knew. That was the only chance someone'd be able to get close enough to Akatsuki's leader... the only chance to find out the truth behind his powers.

And so he continued the fight... and... yeah. *cries*
I watched the anime version of this scene just a few days ago.
Really tearjerking, his death scene.

He recalled his past...... about how he was a failure. That Tsunade never failed to reject him. That he failed to stop his friend (Orochimaru). That he failed to protect Minato, his student, and the Third Hokage. Then he claimed that he always laughed these things off as part of growing up. This part really... made me emo. Kinda... reminded me of some stuffs...

anyway... he then forced himself back to life even though his throat was crushed to write a secret code, telling Naruto and gang about Pain's secret - 'The real one is not there'.

He then parts on a positive note, saying that that ending was 'pretty honourable, pretty damn honourable'... and 'the frog at the bottom of the well drifts off into the great ocean...'

Ahhh my Jiraiya-sama! D=
He's too awesome for words to describe.

I guess one reason why I like him a lot is perhaps because I can really identify with him.. Ahh I'm getting emo again. D=

kthxbye

Labels: Anime, Naruto

{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
11:22 AM

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

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Every Heart ~ Minna no Kimochi(Everyone's Feelings) by BoA - from Inuyasha 4th Ending

If there were many tears falling down,
Every heart would become gentle.
If everybody expresses what they think,
Every heart can be satisfied.

I was frightened by the neverending night,
So I prayed to the distant stars.

In endlessly repeating time,
We were searching for love,
Because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky.

The two of us, smiling, meet here,
Every heart has a habit of receiving its dreams.
Sadness has no effect on us,
Every heart gains happiness when it flies.

Someday our souls will unite,
We will give peaceful approval.

In endlessly repeating time,
We know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on.

Memories of everything has settled,
This is a warm place to be.
The stars separate us from the future,
We are always so brilliant,
So shine.

In endlessly repeating time,
We were searching for love,
Because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky.

In endlessly repeating time,
We know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on.

I don't know why I'm suddenly interested in Inuyasha when I watched it so long ago, but I thought the soundtracks in that anime were nice anyway.

And there's Inuyasha - Final Act which I will watch when all the episodes are released.

Labels: Music

{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
3:44 PM

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

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I think the building is about to collapse. After all, which building can withstand so many missiles blasting it over and over again?

{she was all that I needed} // and my eyes change accordingly.
12:28 PM